Got sleep??????

Last night was a night that challenges me.  Baby A has had cold like symptoms for 5 days and last night she was up at 2:30 and did not go back to sleep until 7:00.   Just as I finally got her quiet and back to sleep the other girls woke up all cheery and happy.  E came in our room at 7:15 and said "It's morning time.  Time to get up."  I replied something about not sleeping and needing to lay down a little bit longer and she told me to rest.  She went downstairs and helped her younger sister get on the computer on NickJr.com.   I laid there for 10 minutes before guilt set in and I got up to get them fed.  I was fortunate enough to get A into the Dr. this morning and found out she has an ear infection.  Poor babe was in pain.  I feel so bad for her.  So, now she is on meds and I am REALLY hoping for a good nights sleep for us all.  The hubby has had a very hectic and stressful week at work so I am really hoping we all have a relaxing night.  There can be times in ones life that really make you wonder and think.  I am so emotional and stress about so many things.  I really need to work on letting go of my worries and giving them to God.  I feel so very blessed that in general we are all healthy and I have the kind of life I have always wanted.  A wonderful, loving hubby with 3 beautiful, healthy, happy little girls.  I love being able to stay home with them and raise them and be involved in every aspect of thier life.  My family IS my life and I have a wonderful one!!!   These are the crazy rantings of a sleep deprived emotional woman.  Just had to share.  Hope ya'll are surviving the summer.  Heat index of 110 today.  Glad we were able to stay in the A.C. this afternoon!  God bless and cherish the loved ones in your life!!!