stressed to the max!!!!!!!!!!

Hello dear online friends.
I am here in the basement at my parents house trying to de-stress. I am about to pull all my hair out. I hate getting so upset and so frustrated. I feel like a world class failure as a Mommy. Or should I say, a failure as a GOOD Mommy. E is crabbing me out big time lately. She is always naughty and never listens. I would love to be raising a well rounded good natured precious little girl and instead, it seems I am raising Satan's spawn. Could be considering she is her daddy's girl. Just kidding dear hubby. Anyway, I am at the end of my rope. And what's worse is that there seems to be no end in sight of her awful behavior and next week I start babysitting for one of my best friends and her baby is 3 months old. UGH!!!!!!! I feel so determined to get this in control and feel so helpless it is driving me batty. Well, other than that stress, life it good. We are all healthy and for the most part happy. I am blessed to have the family and friends that I do. I really do feel blessed in that sense. It is still flippin' cold out and only got up to like 8 degrees yesterday and negative something last night. I just don't have much to write about that is interesting I guess. Maybe I should stop doing this. But it helps to vent. I am going to go sulk now.
Until next time and maybe a better day!!!!!!!!!!!!!